Petrified
My body is driving me nuts.
In addition to my usual crush-a-minute, I have been strangely, powerfully, chemically attracted to wildly improbable and inappropriate boys recently. It's as if a kind of genetic, biological switch has been turned on post 25th birthday (tick tock tick tock?) and my body is crazily throwing off pheromones.
Suddenly I'm not only attracted to my usual sort of either: i) intelligent, ii) good-looking, or iii) stylishly aloof boys (admittedly friends insist my tastes border on the unconventional to the downright weird), but also to boys that it really makes no sense for me to find attractive. Yet recently I've been drawn to at two boys in a decidedly chemical way. And I don't know what to do with this attraction. Do I act on it? (How?) Suppress it? Ignore it?
Is this natural? What do I do to prevent this inconvenient chemistry? I'm feeling lost and inexperienced. The truth is, I don't know what I want.
In addition to my usual crush-a-minute, I have been strangely, powerfully, chemically attracted to wildly improbable and inappropriate boys recently. It's as if a kind of genetic, biological switch has been turned on post 25th birthday (tick tock tick tock?) and my body is crazily throwing off pheromones.
Suddenly I'm not only attracted to my usual sort of either: i) intelligent, ii) good-looking, or iii) stylishly aloof boys (admittedly friends insist my tastes border on the unconventional to the downright weird), but also to boys that it really makes no sense for me to find attractive. Yet recently I've been drawn to at two boys in a decidedly chemical way. And I don't know what to do with this attraction. Do I act on it? (How?) Suppress it? Ignore it?
Is this natural? What do I do to prevent this inconvenient chemistry? I'm feeling lost and inexperienced. The truth is, I don't know what I want.
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